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Been a bit of a strange couple of weeks :|
Got accused of sleeping with Jaime from Jasmine, yeah it may be true but she can stop getting cocky. Stupid little girl.
I really miss him :( He was at school on thursday i think it was and it makes me feel shit every time i see him with her. I feel really lonely at the moment :\ just because i don't live in Driff, i have to make the effort all the time with everyone. I bet i hardly see people these holidays.
Nanas getting worse, i think she'll end up in hospital soon.
Nan nan's always pissed. No surprise there.
My cars getting taken away! That knob who hit my car outside shop wont pay for it now so we had to go through insurance. Their taking it away and sending me a hire car. Oh jeesss.
And, we're still in the same situation we've been in for the past 7 years. Getting totally boring now and it's really pissing me off.

Humph :(

"You've got that smile that only heaven can make, i pray to god everyday that you be mine forever.
You are the only thing that i need right now."

another question

Love is definitely the worst emotion.

Do i even love him? lust maybe? hmm!

Remember me as a time of day

"Take a look at yourself in the mirror. Who do you see looking back?
Is it the person you wanna be?
Or is there someone else you were meant to be? The person you should have been, but feel short of.
Is someone telling you you can't? or you won't? Because you can.
Believe that love is out there
Believe that dreams come true every day, because they do.
Sometimes happiness doesn't come from money or fame or power. Sometimes happiness comes from good friends and family... and from the quiet nobility of leading a good life.
Believe that dreams come true everyday, because they do.
So take a look in that mirror and remind yourself to be happy. Because you deserve to be, believe that."

I wouldn't change anything in my life right now.

Just another drunken week.

Well.. went to ashleighs on wednesday night with a MASSIVE bottle of vodka. Ended up at tim and dans... enough said. I woke up with dan cuddling me. Again - enough said.
Then i went to ashleighs again tonight, she made me tea! then, again, ended up at Dan and Tims. But, i decided to drive so i didnt get in a state again and I've just got in :)
It was a good night on wednesday actually except, wondering around little driff and nearly getting attacked by a man! Crazy fool.
Thursday was THE worst day ever. I felt so sick allll day, and slept like alll afternoon and night! NIGHTMARE.

Anywayy, I'm so shattered. Niiiightt