Tomorrow.
Happy valentines day.
Monday, 13 February 2012
Sunday, 22 January 2012
The hole that still remains in my heart.
It's so difficult
Its been a year and a half or probably more since we split up and its so so hard.
I loved him so much. So much that i could easily see myself at 16 spending the rest of my life with him and now its all just gone and its too late.
I just can't see myself with somebody else. It's been this long and i haven't found somebody else, where as he replaced me like straight away.
Everytime i kiss him, even now it completely takes my breath away and it's like an out of this world experience. I miss him so much, i can't even say how much and now somebody else has him.
Maybe i shouldn't see him, text him, think about him,, but i don't think i can tell you one day that i haven't thought about him, even when i've been so mad at him, i never realised how one person can make you feel like this.
I shouldn't have let go, i should have kept on trying whatever it ended up doing to me.
& to top it all off, valentines day is in like 3 weeks.
It hurts so much
I loved him so much, so much that i could see myself spending the rest of my life with him and now its all gone and its too late and i'm the one that's left loving somebody that isn't even in my life anymore.
Forever & Always
Its been a year and a half or probably more since we split up and its so so hard.
I loved him so much. So much that i could easily see myself at 16 spending the rest of my life with him and now its all just gone and its too late.
I just can't see myself with somebody else. It's been this long and i haven't found somebody else, where as he replaced me like straight away.
Everytime i kiss him, even now it completely takes my breath away and it's like an out of this world experience. I miss him so much, i can't even say how much and now somebody else has him.
Maybe i shouldn't see him, text him, think about him,, but i don't think i can tell you one day that i haven't thought about him, even when i've been so mad at him, i never realised how one person can make you feel like this.
I shouldn't have let go, i should have kept on trying whatever it ended up doing to me.
& to top it all off, valentines day is in like 3 weeks.
It hurts so much
I loved him so much, so much that i could see myself spending the rest of my life with him and now its all gone and its too late and i'm the one that's left loving somebody that isn't even in my life anymore.
Forever & Always
Friday, 20 January 2012
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Wow.. been a long time since i wrote a post and let me tell you, a hell of a lot has happened!
Im now at university at Sheffield. Loving it. I do miss been at home but i'm loving the independence. Got this strange man in my flat though, hes from irak and hes so annoying!
Just had a lovely holiday in Egypt :) I wouldnt go back i don't think as the men are totally creepy! They offered my mum 100 camels for me.. i mean, who would seriously want 1 camel never mind 100? definitely getting a pink wig next time i go to a strange country ha
No boys on the moment.. seriously dont have the energy. I was seeing this joe from uni. Hes from manchester but gosh he was hard work. Definitely only wants one thing! Still obsessed with one tree hill as usual ;) sort of bought like every series and my sister got me the new one for xmas!
Well, im off to go and watch one, il hopefully keep you updated! xxxx
Im now at university at Sheffield. Loving it. I do miss been at home but i'm loving the independence. Got this strange man in my flat though, hes from irak and hes so annoying!
Just had a lovely holiday in Egypt :) I wouldnt go back i don't think as the men are totally creepy! They offered my mum 100 camels for me.. i mean, who would seriously want 1 camel never mind 100? definitely getting a pink wig next time i go to a strange country ha
No boys on the moment.. seriously dont have the energy. I was seeing this joe from uni. Hes from manchester but gosh he was hard work. Definitely only wants one thing! Still obsessed with one tree hill as usual ;) sort of bought like every series and my sister got me the new one for xmas!
Well, im off to go and watch one, il hopefully keep you updated! xxxx
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