Regret comes in all shapes and sizes...

...some are small like when we do a bad thing for a good reason, some are bigger like when we let down a friend, some of us escape the pain of regret and make the right choice, some of us have little time for regret because were looking forward to the future, sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past and sometimes we bury our regret and promise to change our ways but our biggest regrets are not for the things we did but for the thing we didn’t do, the things we didn’t say to save someone we care about.

Spoke to my mum and dad this morning, god, i miss them so much. I could really do with a mama cuddle right now. I've got Yvonne, family and all my friends around me but I haven't felt this lonely for a while. I miss been in a relationship. I miss been that close with somebody that anything you do, whatever you look like, whatever you wear, they don't care. They love you for who you are and that's all that matters. One tree hill makes me think about way to many things and I guess I'm just missing what used to be.
I'm going out in Driff with Em tonight which should be good, find out all the gossip. Not really looking forward to seeing Jaime. He probably won't even be out but I haven't seen him for so long, it'll be very weird. I don't even know if he's still with that Jasmine.
I told Sam last night that I really liked him but he kind of avoided the subject. Story of my life.