URGH.

Third post of the day.. Must be feeling alot!
I'm a bit pissed off to be honest. I'm sick of letting jaime get in the way of what i want to do and who i want to get with .. all the frikking time! He has a new girlfriend and i don't see why he's gotta be brought up in my life. If you care more about what he thinks then don't bother with me because I'm not watching what i say just to please him. I've had that for three fucking years and i've had enough.
I try so hard all the time and where does it get me? no-where. Ash said that i shouldn't text them first and the lads should try and text me first but it never works out that way does it. If i didn't text him then i wouldn't see him. And personally, i don't really want that.
I don't wanna argue and i dont wanna mess things up but I'm getting just a bit annoyed now. Things were going fine and i don't know why it was brought up but it was. I have to see his face at school every week which i obviously don't want without talking about him aswell.
Seriously, get out of my life.