Wednesday, 2 March 2011

I never wanted to do this.

Saturday was great, don't get me wrong, but he said they weren't together and now i can't help but feel so bad.
I'll start from the beginning... You already know about saturday and today Jaime was at school with Jasmine. Megan then emailed Jasmine on Facebook and told her that he cheated on her with me. Now it's all kicked off. Her sister wants to meet me tonight to see the texts that Jaime sent me. I really didn't want this at all. Believe it or not, i am actually happy for them and because i still care about Jaime, i do actually want him to be happy. I have nothing against Jasmine except jealousy i suppose. Although we were 'having a laugh' and meg, charl and ash were loving it, every time i looked at Jaimes car and saw them two together and kissing and that, i felt so shit.
Rebecca said that it's Jasmines first proper relationship and Jaime was also mine. I know how happy i was and i don't wanna be that ex girlfriend to take it all away.
I mess everything up. Someone, seriously, just put me in a cupboard, lock it and throw away the key.

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