If you think I'm coming back, Don't hold your breath - I wish i could say that.

Just an update on the Australia front. At this rate it looks like my dads coming home with my mum and that's it. It's really pissing me off now. I do want to go but if we can't afford it what is the point in dragging it out anymore!? I wish somebody would just make a decision :|
I started a conversation off with ben wise earlier about my non-existing 'lovelife.' Then he wanted to know who this person was who i get with on saturdays which was a big mistake. I can't even say anything because of this whole mess. He won't drop the bloody subject now and it would just be so much easier if i could tell people - if things were simple enough to be able to tell people.
I'm so sick of everything right now. I've just been reading my blog through and all i seem to do on this bloody thing is moan. Nothing at all is going right at the moment :(

Surely there has to a day when you wake up and everything's fine?
When you wake up and you're really happy like when you were a few years ago?

When i wake up and not think about you.